My CNY

has been, honestly,

tough.

Sentosa Flowers happens on 7th- 17th Feb.
So past 4 days I have been working from 8am-1+am).

It hasnt been easy.
Both emotionally and physically.

I love my family and I love CNY.
Its a time where I gather with my family/relatives and rest and gamble and eat eat eat.

This year, I didn't get to see my relatives(save for reunion dinner), didn't rest proper, didn't gamble and to make matter worse, I didn't eat proper meals and many CNY goodies. =(

Didn't help on 1st day of CNY I went home past 1, saw home packed food and ate alone in my kitchen.
It wasn't easy.

I felt completely
completely
upset.

Or that my cousin sms-ed me and said everyone was looking for me and missed me very much.

The tiredness, the loneliness, the lack of life/activty and one issue occurred on day 1 made me felt that maybe I really am not suitable for events.

Days after gotten better, with company home for the past 3 nights. =)

And today is my off day!

HALLELUJAH~!

I hope everyone had a goooooooood CNY!